I've often grappled with this concept. It's something we strive to be, understanding all the while that it is basically beyond our reach. In my mind I often see others as pretty perfect, and myself as a miserable failure. The reality is those others aren't really any more perfect than I am for the simple reason that it isn't a competition between them and me. It isn't even a competition.
It is a constant striving to become. To become...more.
I was reading in a needlework book this morning about the need to practice our craft to become what she termed "more-perfect" since she averred she also has difficulty with that concept of perfection.
How validated I felt that someone else struggles with the term.
Perhaps someday I can find some part of me to be perfect at even some small thing. Until then I shall keep trying. And keep trying. And maybe even my efforts themselves will be of some value.
And we come full circle back to that thing I believe drives us all - Hope.
Maybe I can be perfect at that: Hope.
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