This has never been easy for me. Even when I really needed the help. I've been having to ask for some help in my church calling. Really dislike it. I'd just rather do it myself. Sound like a 2 year old, don't I?
Perhaps you sound like someone who has been disappointed before when you have asked for help. Maybe the help never came. Maybe the help came with a price or maybe the help came in a way that made you feel hurt or upset. Maybe when the help never came - you felt abandoned by the person who could have helped you. Sounds to me like it could be a trust issue. Maybe because of self esteem issues, you don't feel like you deserve help. Maybe there are lots of reasons you could feel this way. just saying!
What's your church calling? I thought I was the two year old, always asking for help! "I can't do this by myself!"
ReplyDeletePerhaps you sound like someone who has been disappointed before when you have asked for help. Maybe the help never came. Maybe the help came with a price or maybe the help came in a way that made you feel hurt or upset. Maybe when the help never came - you felt abandoned by the person who could have helped you. Sounds to me like it could be a trust issue. Maybe because of self esteem issues, you don't feel like you deserve help. Maybe there are lots of reasons you could feel this way. just saying!
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