Weekend

 Managed to get in a quick walk yesterday afternoon.  I did the treadmill several times last week, but just needed to be out in the fresh air.  (Looking forward to next year when our church meeting is at 10:30 - that'll be just the right time for us.)  There's a stretch of road we walk where the evergreens are hanging over the sidewalk.  The trees were covered in patches of snow and tons of icicles.  They were just fun! Of course, being below them and too close it was hard to get a decent picture.  But I tried.

We went to the Stake Center yesterday to get set apart for our small service mission.  The Husband, being a convert, rarely gets priesthood blessings, so I think he was looking forward to his.  It was lovely, very personal and kind.  The counselor in the stake presidency giving the blessings acted like he had all the time in the world to chat with us.  Quite rare, and very heartwarming.

Saturday at the Bishop's Storehouse was steady-busy.  It still seems like I'm "feeling my way" but I know that takes time. People there are generally very kind for which I'm very grateful.

Read this article, thought it was great. We do need each other, even when we're independent souls, or somewhat introverted.  Probably my most strong opinion about this is that we need to learn to care fo others.  Selfishness is detrimental to everyone.   "Kinless Seniors"

Played for a couple friends to sing in Sacrament meeting yesterday.  They did fine.  I did ok.  I always play flawlessly in practices but mess up in the actual doing in front of people.  Everyone is kind and always says they never heard any mistakes.  But I know they're there.  Try as I might, I just can't manage perfection.  It's a good thing none of us is perfect, so we can make allowances for others as they offer the gift of their time and love.  Still, I do want to do my best always.  

So, I'm waiting for the dr. to call and let me know what's going to happen.  I simply can't do the pain anymore.  Nor the inability to fully use my arm.  I can't sleep on that side (my primary sleeping position) so haven't been doing well at night, don't ever feel fully rested.  Don't know whether it'll be an appointment or a referral, but hope it all happens sooner rather than later.  (Was gently chided by the woman on the other end of the phone for shoveling snow, told me I shouldn't be doing it at all at my age, that someone else should be doing it.  And I differ in my opinion.  Staying busy and active as I can is imperative for me to continue to be healthy.  I will do those kinds of things as long as I'm able. Maybe a bit more carefully, but I want to be active always.)

Today I'm grateful for furnaces that still work well enough.  It's been in the single digits for several nights in a row.  I'm grateful to be able to run to the store and pick up whatever food I need.  I'm grateful for sunshine in the cold.  And for those who welcome me with open hearts.