Ok, I Admit It

I've been selfish.  And self-absorbed. It's been such a strange summer for me.  My inability to walk in the mornings has played havoc with my mental state.  In spite of my efforts otherwise, I fear I've whined.

Apparently allergic to this.

I'm being careful today, trying to recover from a minor medical procedure yesterday (and really it wasn't anything, just a small thing I needed done).  Want to avoid complications.  Patience, which has never been my strong suit, is once again my teacher and companion.  One of these days, maybe I'll conquer (or would it be better to embrace?) it.

My visit to the foot/ankle specialist the other day confirmed my suspected broken toe.  He recommended a tape splint which was a marvelous benefit.  All day yesterday, though, my toe itched. Morning revealed a red toe.  Apparently my skin isn't appreciative of the tape.  Sometimes it feels like if it isn't one thing it's another!  :^)

And then I read a few articles this morning I enjoyed.

I haven't ever been a fan of the "bucket list" phenomenon.  I liked the movie.  But never could jump on that bandwagon that's been so popular.  And couldn't ever really articulate why.  Then I read this article.  Disclaimer:  I do not agree with everything he writes.  But there is plenty here to think about. I believe goals are important.  Checking things off a "life list" not so much.  At least in my opinion.

If a bucket list inspires someone to move, get off dead center, then that's a good thing.  We all sometimes need some prodding / motivation.

http://tinybuddha.com/blog/10-deathbed-regrets-you-can-avoid-by-making-changes-now/

Another article I read was focusing on the ever-present-seeming-increase in rudeness amongst society.  Her own experience with rudeness was a big learning experience and I admired her handling of the situation - which resulted in a forgiving (on both sides) hug.  One of the things she said was this:  "Maybe every moment of rudeness is a hug waiting to happen."  Which I interpreted to mean that you just never know what's going on in someone's life, and your own reaction could be interpreted as rudeness, also.  How can I turn this situation around for the positive - not just for me but for the other person as well?

Opportunities for growth and improvement (particularly our own) abound.  Not all of them have to be painful.  Listening closely to the Spirit keeps us healthy and moving forward on all fronts.

I'm grateful today for a different kind of tape for my broken toe.  I'm grateful that I woke up in better spirits this morning.  Respect for people that deal with chronic pain is an oft renewed emotion for me. I'm grateful for someone that daily expresses his care and concern for me in the way he treats me and draws out the best in me.  (He never complains about my faults, which must take some restraint.) And I'm grateful for another new teensy blossom of hope in my heart.